review of year 2011

2011 is going to be past tense in the coming few hours...

activity has planned. not going to any crowded place because I'm a anti-crowd person.

just don't like to be in the place that people mountain people sea...

will be going to a friend's house have some snacks and chit chatting and drinking wine or beer...

what a life~ life should be like this :]

well 2011~

tried so hard to think any interesting happened in past 12 months.

so, 2011 end of my Uni year 2 life, and coming next is my final year project

the most worrying part is we all have no idea which supervisor we will get...

have been praying so hard for that...

let's think... what i've done?! arghhh

was surprised by friends on my birthday, celebrated with bunch of lovely uni friends and our favourite lecturer in tutorial room and also lecturer office, hahaha... before that, my uni friends almost make me tear in sg wang by surprising me by buying a messenger bag for me... great to have them in my life. :D

friend came back and friend left

went to KLIA airport for twice in 24 hours time. what challenging is all these sending off and picking up happened during my final exam... luckily i didn't screw up my exam.

my best ever friend came back from the kangaroo island with his bachelor certificate. was glad to see him after 1 and the half year. and for the next day, we were sending off another friend to UK to do his Master program. pretty cool~

and went to convocation for my very first time and is my best friend's one.

we did something crazy and she became the attention of the day during her convocation...

we were so genius! hahaha and she is so proud with our creation...

and i think Universiti Malaya convocation is a must go event for at least one... the surrounding of that day was amazingly massive...

went to an amazing sun and beach trip to Lang Tengah, Terengganu. this place is totally awesome, but if the island has more entertainment then will lagi best. the trip was a treat for myself due to too stress in my year 2 semester 2.

hmmm, was thinking how should i end this post

i would like to do something that i wish i complete in the coming year... at least a try~

so now what? wait for the coming end of the world? hahaha

no matter what people

HAPPY NEW YEAR

HUAT ah!

:D

kaixin

31/12/2011 9pm

dream

recently had a lot of weird dreams...

i dreamed about end of the world, that was scary enough

maybe i just watched too much time of Mayday's new song music video

*about end of the world*

and for the another dream...

not just once, i had the same person in my dream many times already

well, the same person like starring the main character inside it

somehow i hope that will come true? i doubt that...

seeing my surrounding, looking back myself... kinda sad

i forgot the story of the first dream that the person appeared, so do the second one...

so i planned to jot down this time

hmmm... if the dream came true

that will another big step to move on

到底是有多难？

看到了一则新闻

不禁地又勾起我烦恼的事情

看似普通可是一点都不简单

就在又是这样的晚上

看着别人脸书的照片

感叹别人的敢作敢为

羡慕别人的多姿多彩

写着写着

心情又低落了起来

深夜 我睡不着

My Semester Break - Trip to Lang Tengah Part 2

The first day we went there was about snorkeling and taking photo

Maybe we were too excited and we have missed the boat that suppose to take us to another side of the island to snorkeling~

But, we still enjoyed after seeing the boat went through~

We were like own the whole island~ we buried friend with sand.

Swinging in the swing bed under coconut trees~

Soaking in water and went to see production team shooting for

some TV channel show.

force me to take photo of him

the hotel room in the movie

The second day, went for jungle tracking for my first time in my life. :D

Exhausted but is worth to see the view when we reached the peak.

jungle tracking

one more step backward I will not be able to blog here

I like this photo! :D

KaiXin in Lang Tengah

the starry starry night

to view more photo pls browse through my facebook la~ ;)

and I miss Lang Tengah now!

My Semester Break - Trip to Lang Tengah Part 1

This was planned since mid of the semester when we are still stressing about our assignments

One of my favourite trip! Beautiful view, crystal clear water, and the sand is so white that u have to wear glasses when u r walking under the big sun, and also the starry night! so amazing!

8 hours trip from PJ to Terengganu

and it passed by my hometown Mentakab, *proud* hahaha

I was like a tourist guide from Gombak toll to Cherating.

I better straight to the point > Lang Tengah!

The latest movie Love U U was take scene at the island. Exactly the beach that we were living.The main set up of the movie, the wedding hall is 45 degree from our resort.

look at the water!

me and charlene

the wedding hall for the movie

My Semester Break - Airport

from the previous post is still about my exam

as I mentioned in the last post is also about my best friend came back from Australia

going to arrival hall to pick JiaChie up

right after picking up him from airport

after about 2 years, he finally back to his tanah air.

was so excited when we all waiting at the arrival hall

YongXin spotted him at the first, and waved hands to him

a big hug was given by him right after 2years!

the last thing we did is hug before he departed to Australia, and the 1st thing we did is hug too.

is very good to see him back!

and tons of activities with him after he has got back here

We went to KLIA for the next day, another friend is leaving Malaysia to UK

sending YongXin to UK

he is going for 1 years for his master study~

after that, I was sent back to PJ to prepare my exam which gonna held on the next day

went to KLIA twice within 24 hours~

nice experience... hahaha

not anymore looking at the signboard when we went there for the 2nd time!

one more thing, KLIA should have Starbucks instead of just having one inside the boarding hall.

23.14 | 070911

today have done all the assignments submission. *not excited at all*

because tomorrow is our 1st exam, we don't even have time to study

what terrifying is the subject for tomorrow exam is all about history!

meaning that we need to memorise all the painting name, artist name, the period of the painting and etc and etc...

i'm now half way doing my revision

and by the time of tomorrow, my best buddy is going to touch down in KLIA

he is finally coming back, after he completed his Bachelor Honours!

but by the same time, another friend is leaving penisular malaysia and back to west malaysia to continue his study~

anyway, this is going to be history, so no matter how busy am i

i still feel like blog all these feelings down...

Buddy, Welcome Back!!!

and SAFE FLIGHT! Yay!!!

M's Fever

I am now having Mayday fever again~

Their movie is going to release soon~

This make me lagi teruk!

And then new song music video released!

Can u imagine that I replay that song for how many times?

I can't even answer that~ opps...

Brainwashed friends that felt Mayday is just so so last time

Force them to have dream by listening M's songs!

And now they are listening M's songs! hahaha

They got dreams now!

|About red kancil la, yellow lancer la, hahaha!|

Some even ask for the movie! YAY!!!

A lecturer has the same interest with me some more! Fuuuh~

2 more weeks to go for the movie~

patiently waiting for that!!! :D

Rock ur Dream, people! ;D

梦想

每个人都有梦想

我的梦想我自己控制

相信总有一天

我可以骄傲地秀出我的梦想

从低开始慢慢向上爬！

一定有一天会到达的

虽然现在我看不到它在哪，

不代表将来我不能拥有

让时间证明这一切吧！

*点头*

循例报告～

自己把自己的目标放很高

对某些事我是个完美主义者

也常常因为执着而辛苦自己

就是不能忍受一些自己不能忍受的小事情

可以说我龟毛

表面上我真的可以无所谓

看到我的脸变色了麻烦自己检讨

我不想用不成熟的方法来处理

长大了，学会了用沉默来回答

课外题 | 看到最近的你，开始担心了

老兄 好样的！

老兄，终于是你的日子了

寒窗苦读了17年的书（大概统计了一下）

那顶四方形的帽子终于能够套在头顶了

那件貌似律师袍的毕业袍也能穿在身上了

再来一张把四方帽往天空丢

你，毕业了！

身为朋友的我不能参加你的大日子是有点遗憾

不过，我的毕业典礼你回来吧！ 嘻嘻嘻～

一个人的周末

除了忙功课，还是忙功课

朋友都在怀疑我是不是有这样多功课

一个学期要兼顾6科主科

真的不是开玩笑

以前的我很喜欢主科

现在还是喜欢，因为都是我有兴趣的

如果一天有30个小时 我想我会开心点

最近都3点才爬上床

然后早上7点要起床

很多次都把闹钟关了继续睡

这个礼拜真的失水准

除了功课课题意外

一件很烦人的事发生了

恳求上天给多几个小时我

睡觉时间不够

功课时间不够

还好吗？

今天做了件事

让我想起你

你，还好吧～

应该过得不错吧。

自由

自由

一个我很向往的生活

自由自在，没有约束

想干嘛就干嘛～

当然，总是一个人的话

我也会精神分裂

那种能够活在自己世界的人真的是。。。

算了，不要批评人家

我是一个不能没有朋友的人

没有朋友在我身边我会很没有信心

不过，做的我朋友的人应该清楚我的性格

我需要静静地处理我的事情时

不要一直在旁边乱

这样只会让我讨厌你

选 | 择

一条难以选择的路

一条会是受尽冷笑，嘲讽的路

我知道这条会是很艰辛的一条路

选择了可能没回头路可以走

走一条比任何人辛苦的路我必须很坚强

开始锻炼自己吧!

我不擅长走天堂路，因为很辛苦

可是这一条自己选择的路

我相信我可以吧？！

请！

告知了你也就是相信你

不要轻易毁掉那份别人不容易给的信任

请不要把它当玩笑 因为我很不容易认真

认识我的人都该知道 我处理事情的方法可能不够成熟

如果能够被我处理 我不会理会方法成不成熟

我不会知道你心里在想什么

我也没那个能力去控制你应该做什么

你尊敬我时 我也会尊敬你

what if?

this has been annoyed me for quite a long times

and until now i still can't figure which way

forgive me if i have chosen the way that unacceptable

forgive me if this will cause u problem or embarrassed u

what if i am?

how's my life going to be?

what if this is just a temporary emotional period?

am i thinking too much for this?

or i should just continue my life like this... kinda boring honestly.

最近的我 | 爱缅怀

和我同一个年份登陆这片土地的生物

也就是说今年是比实际成人年龄多加了一岁的年份

如果没有那个无所谓的世界末日那么

再多两个年头这份友情正式步入第十个年头

没想到吧
这几个永远不知道'死'字怎么写的一班小子遇上了
疯疯癫癫的整老师 | 制造让人哭笑不得的绯闻 | 考试前夕打电话进电台点歌  |再不然计划考完去哪玩 | 踏上匪夷所思的旅程 | 赚进让人垂涎的外快 | 不知所谓地过完了穿校服的日子
以为都各自各散东西去外坡求学会乖些，这班妖怪没那么简单，要嘛去走走看看外面的世界，要嘛上山到凌晨才滚下山
越来越了解的性格，越来越亲近的关系
很多事情发生了，当然在第九和第十会还有很多戏剧性的剧情会发展……
待续吧！

我不好，旧毛病又犯

我在想我有多久没去度假

对上一次的旅行

我一点都不开心 一趟纠纷一堆的旅行谁要

最近得知很多朋友一个一个的准备去度假

有些已经是在实行中

再不然就是出国深造

全部都是过海的 不再是本地的

过分的是一个两个出了都不要回！

我叻？就连飞机也没坐过

红簿子也没有

我就只有眼睛看人家出去和耳朵听人家讲

朋友都说可以的话就趁还是学生的时候出国留学

你以为我不想啊！

家里说你给我读完书才讲

我说我功课很压力

家里说这科系是你自己选的

我说我也要纾解的啊

家里说没有酱多钱给你用

我慢人家几拍 还要整年半才能毕业 恨！

有些朋友已经可以考虑买车的地步

我就连实习都还没！

no worry :)

got a call last weekend

a friend of mine called

i felt something wrong when he asking me to do this do that

and yes, he was.

and i saw him did that the 2nd time in front of me

i counted that as 'in front of me'

i am not good in handling that situation, but for him...

i know the way, is worrying at the starting point...

but then i know he will get better after he burst out!

right? :D

Emmm~

that was not good

i have been waiting for that day to come

i have been planning a lot of thing and now...

the conversation actually spoiled my mood

i know u just can't get through of that

so i have no comment about that...

i know that is tough for u! i do understand that!

not to stress u out there, but i really want to see u

i guess u will understand this! =']

ok, 2 more days... TAHAN~

2 more days then I can back to my hometown

And also this is the first time I have been more than a month never back to hometown.

Used to back hometown every 2 weeks

Actually is study week starting on the next monday, but too bad this is Graphic Design course

So... I have presentation on the coming monday.

And now, suddenly I feel like having my hometown foods...

After I back to there, I will be feeding myself with the food I have been craving for...

tomyam, cendol at noon

har mee and asam laksa at afternoon (i know is not the best har mee and asam laksa that i ate before)

but just to satisfy my desire about it.

And then ikan bakar, satay, yue gong hor... at night

GOSH, I want to go back home and MAKAN!!!

在这个夜晚

脑海突然闪过你的画面

在想...

应该也是差不多了吧

希望你可以很好

希望那个他可以对你好

你已经不会像以前那样了吧

E-M-O post

is 2.18am now...

meanwhile i am rushing for the bloody assignment~

is another sleepless night for me

hope u r doing great there, read someone's blog and somehow...

i am admire on u, i do!

i don't feel like continue my life like this...

i wish to have someone now~

but wishes never come true when no action is taken

or wait for the one who in-charge up there arrange for it?

honestly, i prefer the second one.

anyone interesting to be my someone?

:D

就是输不起

有着一种该死的性格 - 输不起

因为这样，很多东西不敢做

很多方面我需要另一方主动

不主动也失去了很多东西

我很怕输

输了觉得很没脸

这种性格迟早害死我！

还有，到底那个是真的还是假的？

You' re the One - Angelita Li

you're the one
and only now i see
i should've known before
but it's never too late for me
remember,all those moments from long ago
and now that u are back
i'm never gonna let u go

let me say,let me pray once more,i never gonna weep,i love u very deep say again
tell me now tell me how once more,how could u be that way,how could u live a day away
but i say honestly,you're the one
u gotta stay with me,u gotta stay and see,every little thing that counts for u and me,
u gotta stay,i gotta say,without u i don't know how to live!

you're the one
and only now i see
i should've known before
but it's never too late to be

without u,i have nowhere else to run
now i realize,we're like the moon and sun
now i realize,that all along you're the one

a track from a movie i recently watched

-like-

18+ content *sorry* to release my anger!

today went to buy our material for our packaging asgm...

the shop has made me stress until i want to cry! the atmosphere and the situation made me felt sick! is my weakness to deal with this kind of situation. but at the end, i manage to get myself out of there~ sorry if i offended. Orz

i'm so suck in this long semester! met a mother fucker lecturer! feel like take my cutter during her lecture and stap right on her chest! i turned mad and insane everytime because of this fucking woman! what kind of lecturer will give only 5 marks for a individual assignment plus have to full fill the criteria of the brief that she provided which is 5-6 pages thick!

hey, old lady! this is Graphic design course! this is interactive multimedia subject, what the hell we need to do so damn unlimited in-class activity, paper work and draw lines with ruler! other major course will not be so cruel for us! and senior didn't do that much as we did! what the hell we need to do all these! u asshole bastard! i wonder what's her brain made of!

deal up with so many problems today!

1. problem with the shop owner for selling the bottle for our assignment

2. friend's car tire puncit because hit a damn big stone in highway

3. change tire for the 1st time, luckily my dad told me how to change tire before

4. unlimited assignment which deadline is almost all in next week!

5. a home call made me worry and made my brain can't function well.

i am so stress! i need a listener, i know all these problems will sounds bored if i complain to u guys. my brain capacity is full, and it is not enough RAM to run!

gadget list completed!

finally my wish list for my all the time wanted gadget list is completed

a laptop form daddy in 2009 August

a HP Pavilion dv3, is a entertainment notebook PC

used as my daily use for study

i got myself a professional camera which is DSLR in 2010 May

a Nikon D90. a perfect camera for me! =)

due to course required us to have one, so i can have better model~

and then a set of speaker for my PJ room...

is not that powerful as those pro speaker but sonic gear is really fine for me

erm... month of purchased is around 2010 June-July

then after that have been resting for a while to give my bank account to breath

and by yesterday, i finally got my dream phone, the dream brand...

Apple iPhone4

when i got in my palm, i cant get it off more than 5 minutes!

yes, i am addicted to it now!

世界末日了啦！

日本发生了150年来最严重的天灾

相续的很多世界末日的传言又浮上来

对那所谓的‘世界末日’ 我是又是期待又是害怕

期待它是否真的会发生

还是只是进入另一个空间？

害怕20多岁就离开人世

害怕和家人朋友就这样分开

我不要一个人在这里说拜拜

讲到这里 我真的怕了！

最近世界末日的话题的热

跟朋友聊起，心里寒了一下

到最后 还是害怕多过期待

期待

某一次的谈话

我们谈到那一天

那一天的到来

我确实是有点期待

Foods

Sorry for being a quite long time that no update for this little space
Just busy with those unlimited assignments

Gonna update some interesting part for last week

Fuu~ people! I went to Jogoya with a VIP card holder!

Thanks to my friend's friend! 1st time Jogoya some more with VIP

Feel so freaking proud about that!

OMG! You can't imagine what VIP can eat and non-VIP can't eat

In Jogoya I am just busying feeding myself with nice foods~

Seafoods, Japanese food, Chinese food, Desserts~

And the next day, Malacca one day trip!

Another awesome trip made!

I am so happy that 2 of my friends were going~

Actually I was asking without any high expectation...

At the end, they went! =D

In Malacca what else can do?

Of course, Satay Celup, Layer cake, Jonker street...

Malacca and Penang definitely my favourite states in Malaysia!

And made a friend from Portugis in A Famosa! =]

COOL!

And drank beer before leaving the Historical State

I wasn't drunk, I was too tired so i took a nap on the table~=)

And before sending us home, went to Subang Jaya for the Burger!

A burger that definitely beat down McD's one!

A RM2.50 is just too perfect!

Conclusion, I ate Jogoya Cuisine buffet on Friday, then th next day Satay Celup 30 sticks, sharing 4 pieces of Layer Cakes, Shilin O Ah MeeSua, Subang Burger!

So, I gained weight~ =(

I feel Better

其实闷在心里有一段时间
我很开心我有跟你们拿出来讨论
我还不知道自己是不是
你们的关心我收到了 谢啦～

=]

Still that nice =]

I guess have been 3 years we didn't see each others

Since the last time I met her was during my lower six

And went to see her today... purposely went to Jaya One and see how's she doing

ahhh, She is still so nice~ Amanda, my friend said you are nice and friendly :)

A lot of national service memories came to me after i met her

Not to mention that we meet in national service camp

One from KL one from Mentakab, Pahang

And met in Raub Benum Hill Camp!

aiyak! i forgot to take picture with her. (>_<)

I hope there is a gathering for all the trainee from my badge...

I miss wira and wirawati!

你呢

又回到都市里生活

为了追求梦想

一个人来到不熟悉的地方

在家的我

以前只会想

不能够一世人都躲在家

只有到外面去见识才会长大

见识够了 想家了

Helpless

I was told by a friend that the reason you quit

And it surprised me~ This is not what I want to happen on you

Many thoughts fly in my mind...

After I knew that, my mood wasn't that good

Because this is not suppose to happen

I can somehow know what is the going to happen on the future

But now what can I do?

1st post of 2011

This is going to be the first post of this year~

How's you guys doing?

Actually I have no idea what to update...

I was requested by my friend to update this little space :]

Nothing much happened yet... This year is still new~

A bit bored with the break already...

Break should be long so I can get myself a part time job while waiting for the new semester

I have no income at all! No pocket money from parents also :'(

If wanna short then make it shorter... I'm so meaningless in this semester break by doing nothing and going nowhere...

Sigh, wasted!

When school start then I will start complaining when is the next break comes

Chinese New Year 2011 is just around the corner

And surprisingly I haven't done with my new year clothes yet... What the hell I'm going

Rotting a home, but not willing to get prepared for clothes...

I guess the coming CNY will be just simple...

Some of them is going back university on the 4th day of Cny! Sigh~

I think my school holiday wouldn't be that long also...

Just get myself a pair of new shoe and trousers and some T-shirts then will be ok...

Last few days was chatting with my friend and we have found that we are reaching the age of 22!

Gosh, can you believe that 21 just passed like that! Is so fast!

Soon or later I'm close to 25!

How could it be? I don't feel like I have any achievement yet!

God, slower down please~