Saturday, August 2, 2008

just wanna burst out!

today is my big day but i didn't feel any happy at all
i only feel the a little bit happy from my friends well-wishing
i can't even find this feel in any corner in my home!
how come my family concept about this day is so so different with others?
i just wanna a simple simple....
when lunar calendar 1st and 15th day u also can celebrate the god big day.
u rather spent so much to pray and u can't even buy a basic thing of the day.
don't forget today is ur day too!!!
i want end today as soon as possible!
i buy for them but u not allow them to buy for me!
what reason make u thinklike that!!!!
i hate myself!

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