选 | 择

一条难以选择的路

一条会是受尽冷笑，嘲讽的路

我知道这条会是很艰辛的一条路

选择了可能没回头路可以走

走一条比任何人辛苦的路我必须很坚强

开始锻炼自己吧!

我不擅长走天堂路，因为很辛苦

可是这一条自己选择的路

我相信我可以吧？！

请！

告知了你也就是相信你

不要轻易毁掉那份别人不容易给的信任

请不要把它当玩笑 因为我很不容易认真

认识我的人都该知道 我处理事情的方法可能不够成熟

如果能够被我处理 我不会理会方法成不成熟

我不会知道你心里在想什么

我也没那个能力去控制你应该做什么

你尊敬我时 我也会尊敬你

what if?

this has been annoyed me for quite a long times

and until now i still can't figure which way

forgive me if i have chosen the way that unacceptable

forgive me if this will cause u problem or embarrassed u

what if i am?

how's my life going to be?

what if this is just a temporary emotional period?

am i thinking too much for this?

or i should just continue my life like this... kinda boring honestly.

最近的我 | 爱缅怀

和我同一个年份登陆这片土地的生物

也就是说今年是比实际成人年龄多加了一岁的年份

如果没有那个无所谓的世界末日那么

再多两个年头这份友情正式步入第十个年头

没想到吧
这几个永远不知道'死'字怎么写的一班小子遇上了
疯疯癫癫的整老师 | 制造让人哭笑不得的绯闻 | 考试前夕打电话进电台点歌  |再不然计划考完去哪玩 | 踏上匪夷所思的旅程 | 赚进让人垂涎的外快 | 不知所谓地过完了穿校服的日子
以为都各自各散东西去外坡求学会乖些，这班妖怪没那么简单，要嘛去走走看看外面的世界，要嘛上山到凌晨才滚下山
越来越了解的性格，越来越亲近的关系
很多事情发生了，当然在第九和第十会还有很多戏剧性的剧情会发展……
待续吧！

我不好，旧毛病又犯

我在想我有多久没去度假

对上一次的旅行

我一点都不开心 一趟纠纷一堆的旅行谁要

最近得知很多朋友一个一个的准备去度假

有些已经是在实行中

再不然就是出国深造

全部都是过海的 不再是本地的

过分的是一个两个出了都不要回！

我叻？就连飞机也没坐过

红簿子也没有

我就只有眼睛看人家出去和耳朵听人家讲

朋友都说可以的话就趁还是学生的时候出国留学

你以为我不想啊！

家里说你给我读完书才讲

我说我功课很压力

家里说这科系是你自己选的

我说我也要纾解的啊

家里说没有酱多钱给你用

我慢人家几拍 还要整年半才能毕业 恨！

有些朋友已经可以考虑买车的地步

我就连实习都还没！

no worry :)

got a call last weekend

a friend of mine called

i felt something wrong when he asking me to do this do that

and yes, he was.

and i saw him did that the 2nd time in front of me

i counted that as 'in front of me'

i am not good in handling that situation, but for him...

i know the way, is worrying at the starting point...

but then i know he will get better after he burst out!

right? :D

Emmm~

that was not good

i have been waiting for that day to come

i have been planning a lot of thing and now...

the conversation actually spoiled my mood

i know u just can't get through of that

so i have no comment about that...

i know that is tough for u! i do understand that!

not to stress u out there, but i really want to see u

i guess u will understand this! =']

ok, 2 more days... TAHAN~

2 more days then I can back to my hometown

And also this is the first time I have been more than a month never back to hometown.

Used to back hometown every 2 weeks

Actually is study week starting on the next monday, but too bad this is Graphic Design course

So... I have presentation on the coming monday.

And now, suddenly I feel like having my hometown foods...

After I back to there, I will be feeding myself with the food I have been craving for...

tomyam, cendol at noon

har mee and asam laksa at afternoon (i know is not the best har mee and asam laksa that i ate before)

but just to satisfy my desire about it.

And then ikan bakar, satay, yue gong hor... at night

GOSH, I want to go back home and MAKAN!!!

在这个夜晚

脑海突然闪过你的画面

在想...

应该也是差不多了吧

希望你可以很好

希望那个他可以对你好

你已经不会像以前那样了吧

E-M-O post

is 2.18am now...

meanwhile i am rushing for the bloody assignment~

is another sleepless night for me

hope u r doing great there, read someone's blog and somehow...

i am admire on u, i do!

i don't feel like continue my life like this...

i wish to have someone now~

but wishes never come true when no action is taken

or wait for the one who in-charge up there arrange for it?

honestly, i prefer the second one.

anyone interesting to be my someone?

:D