朋友？

朋友....
每个人都会有
可是不是每个都真心的对你
我甚至觉得我被利用了
每一天我都被逼帮他做事
可是这些都不是我的工作
可是我就是不懂得说不
我已经厌倦了

我真心地以一个朋友的身份去对待你
可是我得到的回报 不是一个朋友应得的
我甚至有绝交的念头
可是， 这真的太绝了
但是你一切的行为
真的很难让我打消这个念头
难道你真的要我画公仔画出场？
我认真地想过你有没有在付出
我想了好几轮 我真的想不到
这样还有意思吗

你三番四次地做出一些让我们无法忍受的事
我们这些做朋友的有这个必要每次都忍吗？

我不是‘忍’者
这不是我的责任
也不是任何一个朋友的责任
是你应该检讨！！

here i am

is quite a long time i didn't update my blog. i always rush and force my friend update, and he did. my turn lazy to update. erm.. actually not lazy la, i am busy with the school big day. HARI KOPERASI. when i heard this function, i want to find out what this function is this... i thought all the money we earn we have to give it all to school, but not. we keep all the untung. very good.

my class did brilliant, we sold a lot of food and all sold out at the end. and me, my friend ask me to design the price poster. (ya, i was busy with this, that's why i have no time to update my blog). all my friends love my design (made me proud again, XD) haha.. my class with responsibility for selling food. and i have another JOB to do....

i am a car washer on that day, not just me, and my whole gang of interactor. it was fun. actually i just enjoy on become a valet, i park and drive all the teachers' cars. i clean the car dashboard too. and there was a teacher's car holly disgusting, we found dead cockroach in the air-coned there. and alot of ants in the car. and an accident happened in front of me, made me blank,...

a girl slip up and fall in a faint. i was polishing a teacher's car tyre. my friend, hsu come and try to wake the girl up. hsu ask the girl to walk herself, but she can't then we have to carry her to office. then what happen next i don't know... is the first time i carry a faint person. then after that i busy with my job again.

and i have choosen for school to take part in a poster drawing contest. i have to represent SMKM to go SMKSS to compete. next wednesday is the day.

hwa lian open

i play for mix double, my partner, khai jye.
the first day, we won two pairs of mix-double with the score 6-1 and 6-0.
then we made through to semi-final and meet the tough mix-double....
and we lose 6-7, 6-5 and 2-6.
the score were so near
this is my record, i play this game for 3 hours under the noon hot sun. we play from 11am till 2pm
my skin turn red after that, and my right hand start pain now.
another record is after the competition, i slept from 5pm till the next day 9am.
16 hours!! i slept for 16 hours le...

i need 1week to turn back my former skin colour...

我好吗
别人看我觉得没怎样
表面不是一切
当然没怎样
我走的，吃的，睡的
我的身体的确没怎样
没穿没烂
可是我的里面想的东西
谁知道，而且谁要知道
一些人就知会犯下一些不该犯的错
一些人就知会做一些让人不舒服的事
可是他们都不知道
他们已经在弄到在旁边的我了
是我变小气了吗
是我太在意了吗

算了，发泄了就算了

war

again... another 'war' going to start. actually i can avoid the 'war' but why i put my leg in..... but i paid the match registration fees dy. and i can feel that my partner want to win so much. this made me more stress, i have been a long time didn't train dy. that day i played tennis with my friend, i play like shit. badminton as well, shit,shit, SHIT!!
HOW ar? those opponents are so so powerful. i am the worst one!

i need tools to fix

i can feel the dark cloud is on my head these few day... a lot of people made me lose my mood for the day. friend, a word i confuse for a long time and i still can't figure out the meaning of the word. i never meet a man that doesn't has the gentleman attitude at all. everything he wants to ask us (the female friends) to do for him. the reason he gave to us to want us to do for him is unacceptable and nonsense. boy should does what he surpose to do but he doesn't. sometime i consider that what he made from? why my other male friends can be so gentleman to us. we always compare the different male friend with him, and we can't find the way to make the comparison. in our mind and memories we even can't think one thing that he did is what the boy should did to female friends. he can miss all the basic part of how to treat a female friends. my friend and i really 'grey' about him already.
my friend asked me to just skip it la, but when i am alone sitting at my seat, i start thinking, thinking and thinking... my head wanna burst already la. friends' problems always the biggest problem to me. i trying to fix it, but no one gives the tools to fix it. sometimes i was thinking is that only me that doing this stupid thing... some of them seem like 'let it be la'. i wanna shout out the dissatisfaction here but i scare the worst thing happen... the thing that i never want to happen in my life
someone can share the tools?

again~ bad monday!

today is the 1st day for after mid year holiday, i still sick, listen to the stupid teacher talk talk and talk. he only knows talk something useless. today morning really damn hot o. morning should be a bit windy one, but today langsung no wind o. hot till all my hair like just finish bath. i am weak now, flu, sore throat and cough. cough till my lang wanna out dy, flu till like my nose wanna fall off. after i ate medicine, i sleep in the class, bad pose in sleep then when i woke up, i can't feel my left arm. like orang cacat coz i can't feel it. i sleep from second period till recess.
recess, i met someone... i so sick with what he talking there, i really can't tahan with kind of situation. i can't give any response with the topic he talking about. i am sick my face dy is black colour, his action just adding black colour on my face only. sigh~ friend o! we got activity we call him but when he got activity he never call us, the reason he gave is so so so...... (i don't know la, just 'beh soong')

stop plz

i wish the time can stop right now, i haven't enjoy enough with this holiday. i don't want to go to school so soon, sigh~ i haven't take out the mood to school yet. my study table still in mess. later have to find out where is my pencil box and all those school stuff
i need energy.friends, when u guys going to play badminton and tennis?
i am BORED to DEATH dy..

school trip to KL

what a long time i didn't take part in school trip, go kl some more. haha, like primary school student. but it was fun.

we went to visit beryl's chocolate factory. i thought it is like what show in the movie [charlie's chocolate factory], sigh~ they kust show us small department of chocolate packing process. never mind la, chocolate is my favourite food, i bought quite a lot of chocolates from there, is quite ok la, i mean the price. the bad is we can't take photo inside the factory, but we did it outside the factory.

yean sin's bill, look at the change due there!
ji pi and i in front the BERYL'S chocolate factoryfrom left: moong gin, yean sin, mei kee, ME and ah yam

the next venue we went to is KLCC Aquaria.

nice photostop pulling my haircam whoring with Yam in the aquaria tunnelfrom right: yam, ME and half of yean sina shark can eat 4 peoples a tree in a big silinder with a lot of fish, very nice
i named it 'big fa luo han'this kind of fish killed the host of crocodile hunter. this one is biggest i ever saw

2 pairs of mr. and mrs. smith

our bus driver really is the "most lucky" bus driver i ever met. he is a road idiot. he doesn't know the way to come to KLCC to fetch us and he sengaja go to a place that tidak berkaitan with our trip venue and find a petrol station to just let our teacher go for toilet. sigh~ AND!! on the way go back to Mentakab, i was woke up by a huge sound, we thought is tayar puncit. but when the teacher went down and check, all tayar are fine and the driver said is the break tape broke already. haiy~ i was sick in the bus, what i hope is go back home as soon as possible.

and in this time trip, i lost my voice. i have sore throat before i went to, and i ate teppanyaki in klcc some more. the teppanyaki made me can't speak now, but my friends said my voice very sexy, HAHA XD

oreology

Biology = Lousy

Geology = Sleepy

Oreology = Yummy

i found this at J.Co cafe's table. i was having my cappucino ice blended with my friend. i think this is quite funny, so i took it down. I thought 'oreo' is just a biscuit name, but when i search dictionary, there really has a word called 'oreo'.