just dreaming..

midnight, 2.30am... alone in front of pc, listen to music, this is nice~

when the time comes, i will start imagine and thinking.... what am i thinking?

future? no, i am thinking how to make people think i am impressive!

view a lots of friend's blog that i have no time to view last days ago...

they did a lot of impressive thing... something was what i wish to do so much, but with my financial condition, i cloudn't. 

have i did anything that really impressive? 

i even think the thing i did was embrassing. 

always dreaming that i can live like rich people, have what i wish to have, when i can have these life?

few more days need to start working journey... earning money for U life... 

these few days, i think i pick person to be my friend... i know this is bad

i always thinking about my old gang of friends-CV are better and more crazy. ya, start missing you all! i love to join them whatever they want to do... we can took photo very very crazy and memorable and sometimes meaningful.

new friend? i need time to get closer, and sometime is not timing problem, i got the mood but the tone is not 'ngam' with present friends, CV? tones sure 'ngam'! i think propably is my own problem. this is nothing wrong but i feeling not good. i don't know how to describe in word.

i just need someone i can talk to. you can do your own job but please don't across my patient area. i never tell people where is my patient area, eventhough myself can't give a definitely answer.

old friends are more 'ngam key'

mans need trip, LANGKAWI & PENANG

4days 2nights langkawi and penang trip!

actually the photo view from bottom *i lazy to drag!

malaysia have many nice view place, proud to be malaysian!

i got the potential in photography la :P
yeah, peace! ke lok temple
got 3 gods take care for me, i not need worry!
cute! another good photo! look at his hand! haha, i din teach him to pose...

i want to name a title for this picture <望海的孩子> 
i love this picture too! seem like not malaysia scene! but it is!
langkawi's sea view
what appear in your mind right now? 
forgive my hair!
holding the bridge
very high ar!!!!!
childish pose, CUTE! 
at the peak! 
big deal in the phone... cool man~
705 meter above  sea level... then how high is genting?

brilliat job! 
camwhore in cable car with yeansin
apologize about ugly pose.. but really excited!

pulau dayang bunting, if i not mistaken. is a lake that surround by mountain! nice view
must go place! Eagle Plaza
i am the photographer... they are my artists
3D theatre... i wanna throw shoe to the screen! sucks story
new record, taking with snake, the snake is big 10kg!
is really cold, trust us!
i don't know what these bird called
peacesss
awesome sky and wave made by ferry
on the way to langkawi island

really lost

feel totally lost

i don't know what to say about me

i making problem to my friend

a bad news, destroy my whole plan

have to start planning a new plan

this news made me can't sleep... is 4.16 now

i feel sleepy but my eyes can't close

i have a lots of plan need money to get true

but now... making me headache

i don't know need to continue hate the person or what

continue hate him, i sure lost my job

but if i work with him i will hate myself

nightmare is GONE

took almost a month, suffer~
is my last government school exam..
it need some celebrate and we did
yeah~ party on the last day of our exam
syok! bbq, steamboat, PS2, poker card, mahjong, and KTV...
lots of food and lots of thing to play
another my new record, mahjong till 2am...
exam is pass but we all feel lost
have no target suddenly..

exam over and cut a hair cut that you all think i won't cut de hair!
haha, i force everyone to say CUTE
and they did...
what is the next?
penang trip and kl sales!!!

photo will upload soon

update

long time din update my blog dy, today sekali gus update all my latest 

and this!! this baby is super super cute

daughter of my friend... love her so much

everyone loves her

her name is ee shuan

i wish go visit her again

i hold her very carefully...

and it is hard to hold a baby nicely...

her made my back bone pain a while...

i can feel my mum pain when she take care on me last time..

when when when i want go visit her again!!!!

that day went to The Store Baby's department to buy friend's new born baby present

the place is fun, everything look cute and funny

and i took this.. XD super dai B

last few days, in the way back to home and saw got DiGi promotion

then i open the car window and took 2 balloons for the DiGi man

a simple smile made my day

and for sure i got his album, all the songs are awesome

he really a genius...

always support him

but made my wallet bleed non stop

exam peak

countdown for STPM... 40++ days

means about one more month

also means 4 more weeks only...

everyday, average 5 hours study with friends

my friends has prove that he really can do it...

i am so disappointed with my trial result, really no eye see!

so i decide to join study group with friends

maybe can help me, and hope it's really help

full of exercises
really full la, have no empty space

KUANTAN!!!

photos can explain everything~ 

this is our happiness!

actually 2 days is too short... i want more~

all together except eric (camera man)
ee ling, HAPPY BIRTHDAY
we have no money to buy kite to him T_T he plays with his shirt
this photo very suitable to be a track album cover... 
don't know why, we love snap photo in McD
they are genius in posing~ zzz
big suprise to el after her bath, her hair still wet
this childish boy, i took this picture. nice in this angle
ys like a profesional tourist
teluk cempedak! love it

can't wait to go

i have calm down! few more days then is the day.

i wait this till my neck long like hell

can't wait to go ar~ everything so far so good

hope everything work what i plan

can't wait to enjoy beach sun, wind, sand and of course sun rise!!

many thing to do with them

celebrate el's birthday, sun rise, bbq? and beach volleyball (hopefully la)

oh no! i listing too much things.

can't wait, can't wait ar....

changing

whole world is changing, last time it was peaceful and no war in my memory

till 9-11 happened. countrys and country compete to make nuclear boom. wars' news now is usual for us, and we never go pay attention on these kind of news. is too politic. maybe still young for us to have interest in politic, malaysia's politic also... sigh~

our opinion for something also changing in the process. no positive way but negative way of thinking, including me. in these world, for now, moral values for me is useless, treating other nice is treating you cruel. we heard this dialog thousand times in hong kong series drama. but the truth is there is no way to make me have positive way mind on you. before have an action, i have to think for my own good, make sure there is no harm for me. in nows society, i have to protect myself. 

p/s: this blog doesn't mean i am in anger mood. just wanna blog

making it true

i solving the problem, thanks to my good friend

he made the plan can keep on going

and please la, don't make problem again.

i search alot of information for this

i search the map, i msn friend to get hotel information, i check the hotel room rate

i did all these is really want to make sure the plan really can go through

i only need someone can make this done,

not somebody that only stop and destory my dream

this is my dream, i will do my best to protect it

f word

just finish school, my mood in school is the lowest of the day

exam, sitting there, can not talk to friend, made me more worst

when econ paper finish then i tell the only friend i can trust in school

maybe he can feel it dy, he better feel my anger

and someone making my day bad and worst

hate to heard the voice of them, hate them getting back

can they be quiet, is annoying me la, showing off, making noises

especially the male, shut up la!

u think u r genius, is it? 

F**K!!!

damn u

i want smash something to shout out my anger

when i received that msg, i really feel no more use la, useless dy

i am so disappointed with you

fine, i won't call you for any our gang big function

u can go with them but not with us

fine , finE, fiNE, fINE, FINE!!!!! don't speak with me!!!!!!

JBK, go to hell

i pray to god

i pray to GOD and hopefully we really can make it there

but now problems are coming out. please la, don't spoilt the plan

i counting down everyday, after econ, then business then all exam subject will finish

then el's birthday, then is the DAY!

please la, i pray to GOD. we are almost there already. just a little bit only!

amazing days with amazing friends

yesterday, mooncake festival eve

i always celebrate this festival with those 'crazy persons' XD

with crazy person only the party will crazy

bought everything can eat from The Store. some more is The Store almost wanna close.

rushing rushing... nice one! 

snacks, champagne and soft drinks

and the place we know very well, yih tyng's park

and for sure the part can not miss is light on the tanglung and candle

and we realize that candle for now days is can not tahan one. very quickly finish. 

when eveything is done, then the party start. 

chit-chating, bluffing, taking awesome photos, and edit photos.

shouting in the park and the neighbour shout to us. XD  ky was scared.

countdown with champagne and play till i really exhausted

and finally back at 2am something.

the park has a lot of our memories.

really a very very nice day with them.

the day before yesterday, school gang went to ji pi's house

a lot of food and a lot of thing to play

ji pi's mum *sour spicy soup really very nice

and my favourite, mahjong! 

take a walk with friends, to the another park i never been there

spray each other with the party sprayer

boys play firecracker and almost hurt themselves. stupid one~

and i finally sing song with friends, before this i never sing in front my friends

and play till ji pi parents wanna sleep only we leave

about 1.30 am when we leaving

this year mooncake festival i really very happy

and today the main day, 15th of August in Lunar calender, i stay at home with family!

and i really hope our plan can be true! i waiting for that

fool

tennis, a outdoor game, is depends on the weather

when Mr.God 'beh shuang' then we have no chance to play

but these few days, the weather is super good. 

but... no one play tennis with me.

don't fool with me again la!

this weather drive my friend mad! 

10km and 10 km back with nothing!

can not tahan

i immerge myself in all account exercises just now

and something keep annoying me, and made me can't tahan anymore

i don't know why everything also can calculate by that people,  include relationship!

i always complain that the world is unfair, 

of course i know there is more people unlucky than me

but how come the people can self-fish like that

in people's mind only benefit for the people own, nothing else

i am scared to live with these kind of people

is the people business, why i go to care about the people!

that is the way how the people live

is none of my business! i am so 3 8.

383838!...

beware

when there is more than one people, then there is where the gossip come from

people's blog made me realize something

i can found out many thing that happened on that people 

in people's blog, i really have to beware

and keep a distance with risky people

gossip! what a powerful word that make people mad

everyone love to listen to gossip and talk about gossip

but i think there is a people doing something not so good

i think my people have the right to know this

i not think that i spreading gossip

people's relationship are complicated

can drive me mad

not only i have to beware but people has to know the sequent after this

will only make people's realtionship more bad and no way to rescue

querimony and today's sun

everyday is the same routine

go to school, put down the bag and go out ready for national anthem

then get back to class, open the book and put the head down

and study and do all the question that the answer not in my brain

is suck la~ next week, TRIAL! 

75days to go for STPM

i need something new and can attract my vision

today, on the way back to home, the sun is hot when noon

and this made me flash back my NS memories

whole gang waiting in marching field waiting for coach and start complain about the sun

and marching under the hot sun, we still march our best to be the best marching team

the feel is same with today sun, i so miss my NS friends

that's all la, need to put my head down to those book

they are waiting for me~  T__T

recently photos...

i love to made handcraft

i promised ys that i will made a 'sunshine doll' *晴天娃娃 for her

and i just finish... here is the result
dah da!!

i love to draw, every friends of mine knew that
when there is a paper and pen, i can draw

of course i am not professional, it's just my hobbies~

so these are what did on my account book

this is the bag i said last last post

i am nike lover~ the problem is i am not from rich family

and here is mp3 i wait for 1 month!

as what u look at, it is a mickey head. and it ear can tweak

tweak to adjust volume and tweak to previous and next, cute right!

my neighbour, cute and pretty one

just wanna share her cute looking, my sister teach her this pose