when the time comes, i will start imagine and thinking.... what am i thinking?
future? no, i am thinking how to make people think i am impressive!
view a lots of friend's blog that i have no time to view last days ago...
they did a lot of impressive thing... something was what i wish to do so much, but with my financial condition, i cloudn't.
have i did anything that really impressive?
i even think the thing i did was embrassing.
always dreaming that i can live like rich people, have what i wish to have, when i can have these life?
few more days need to start working journey... earning money for U life...
these few days, i think i pick person to be my friend... i know this is bad
i always thinking about my old gang of friends-CV are better and more crazy. ya, start missing you all! i love to join them whatever they want to do... we can took photo very very crazy and memorable and sometimes meaningful.
new friend? i need time to get closer, and sometime is not timing problem, i got the mood but the tone is not 'ngam' with present friends, CV? tones sure 'ngam'! i think propably is my own problem. this is nothing wrong but i feeling not good. i don't know how to describe in word.
i just need someone i can talk to. you can do your own job but please don't across my patient area. i never tell people where is my patient area, eventhough myself can't give a definitely answer.
old friends are more 'ngam key'
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