看到你的部落格更新了
可是又再一次觉得你部落格的他不是我
感情这东西我真的玩不起
你一次一次给了好像答案的答案
然后又一次一次让我感觉我好像被玩弄
你捉着我的手讲了一句
一句让我想了很久的一句
可能对你不是什么东西的一句
可是那一句可以让我想爆头耶！
我真的会乱想很多可能性
算了啦，这全部只是在证明感情这种东西不是设计给我的
跟自己最好的死党北上完了3天3夜
大脑是完全地放松完了3天3夜
玩地很不想回家的那种
实习也差不多七七八八了
回学校的日子也差不多了
也应该收拾心情应付大学生涯里最后一个学期
什么垃圾全部给我死一边去
Sunday, August 26, 2012
Thursday, August 9, 2012
第一章
可能你不知道
我一直在等着你部落格的更新
我也知道你部落格提到的人不会是我
×突然间眼睛很累×
你邀我出去我永远不会拒绝
我尽我最大的可能赴约
那天我做了件我难以置信的事情
对我来说是一步很大的一步
可能对你来说只不过小事情
以前的你很爱做弄我
虽然现在的你也是
我喜欢你戳我，弄我，打我，捏我，撞我，拉我衣服，玩我外套
朋友都说你在玩弄我而已
可是... 我... 就是喜欢让你弄
Monday, July 9, 2012
给自己的承诺
答应自己
在未来的五年一定要实现那个梦想
不管是自己一个人还是找个拍档
埋头苦干个3到4年
然后辞工
然后定张机票去一个地方
去个1到2个月才回来
可能在读着这篇鬼东西的你会想‘还有酱久讲什么嘛可以’
可是
人没有梦想，那就跟咸鱼没有分别
人没有梦想，那就跟咸鱼没有分别
哪怕是10年还是20年
只要没有世界末日，我要做的东西多的是！
现实太恐怖了，
我还是回去我的梦想先。
Friday, July 6, 2012
07072012 Rainy
Well I guess is time to do some update in this little space.
Even though here has been abandoned for quite a long time and ya, even though no one is visiting this dusty place I still going to update it. A only space that I can say whatever I want, my story and what's happening around me.
Basically, is almost half way of internship already. And I was told by Art Director that, next Monday there will be an intern coming in. I was like Ohhh, intern... A writer intern, guess is a Banana again. Ya, English English English.... Have been talking English for more than 6 weeks already... Yea, and I like it. :D
So far internship is good, and I appreciate everything of the work. What surprised me was, Art Director actually asked me for being a freelance designer after I finished internship. YAY, THEY WANT ME!! *still happy even though is just freelance because this mean they think I am good in working with them. :)
And there is one thing I hate about the internship is the REPORT! Damn it. I was like didn't send my report to my supervisor since I started my internship, I owed her 3 or 4 bi-weekly report. Gosh, still have to rush for it later after I finished blogging.
And quite a lot of things happened around me and a friend. Not going to talk much about this friend. Let's make it mysterious. Another friend was so curious why am I so friend with this friend. And I answered him with ermmm.... eh.... ah.... ya, we took bus together during year 1, that's why we are so friend. *ya, I know, ridiculous answer. But anyway, had some great moment with the mysterious friend. :)
Ya, is boring Friday night for me again, ever since I started my internship, I never NEVER NEVER go out to have they so-called FRIDAY NIGHT! Why other can have it so simple but not for me? Seriously, I really can't get over with this. Ya, and is happened again today! Well, not going to talk much about this also. I can't expect so much also. Less expectation always makes my life better.
Ok, done with the talking, back to those bloody report now~
Even though here has been abandoned for quite a long time and ya, even though no one is visiting this dusty place I still going to update it. A only space that I can say whatever I want, my story and what's happening around me.
Basically, is almost half way of internship already. And I was told by Art Director that, next Monday there will be an intern coming in. I was like Ohhh, intern... A writer intern, guess is a Banana again. Ya, English English English.... Have been talking English for more than 6 weeks already... Yea, and I like it. :D
So far internship is good, and I appreciate everything of the work. What surprised me was, Art Director actually asked me for being a freelance designer after I finished internship. YAY, THEY WANT ME!! *still happy even though is just freelance because this mean they think I am good in working with them. :)
And there is one thing I hate about the internship is the REPORT! Damn it. I was like didn't send my report to my supervisor since I started my internship, I owed her 3 or 4 bi-weekly report. Gosh, still have to rush for it later after I finished blogging.
And quite a lot of things happened around me and a friend. Not going to talk much about this friend. Let's make it mysterious. Another friend was so curious why am I so friend with this friend. And I answered him with ermmm.... eh.... ah.... ya, we took bus together during year 1, that's why we are so friend. *ya, I know, ridiculous answer. But anyway, had some great moment with the mysterious friend. :)
Ya, is boring Friday night for me again, ever since I started my internship, I never NEVER NEVER go out to have they so-called FRIDAY NIGHT! Why other can have it so simple but not for me? Seriously, I really can't get over with this. Ya, and is happened again today! Well, not going to talk much about this also. I can't expect so much also. Less expectation always makes my life better.
Ok, done with the talking, back to those bloody report now~
Thursday, June 7, 2012
7June12 Sunny
As I mentioned before, it is really fun working in my internship company...
I can even feel like not going back home so early or even don't want weekend come so fast.
Everyone wants Friday but is really mean nothing to me...
I know how precious of other workers think of Friday night.
When I can't go back hometown to see my family, and friends have their own plan without me, all these will making me emo when I am alone in the room. I damn hating this!!
That's why I feel better when I have something to do in the office, at least I won't feel so lifeless.
You might think I am too over or what, but really, I felt so much better in the office. Doing the task and work that I liked.
Always like this, the routine will never change.
I can't speak anything about this, can please not to do the thing that I have warned!
And I need respond when I am talking. I was sitting there, respect please!
KaiXin
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Recently
Have been emo for the entire week
Emo about pointless stuff, Emo about random stuff... I shouldn't ever think about that anymore.
Is not helping in my life... Since u just want to be happy... Within my ability I will let u be happy :)
Forgot all those negative things and working in office makes me feel better.
At least I won't feel lifeless...
-Internship-
Anyway, my internship is doing great so far and I kinda like this job
Colleagues and bosses treat me like one of their family
They worried me for the transportation hustle, worried about am I have enough money to use
And at the first day of June, Gwen, the director handed me a cheque and asked 'know how to bank in?'
How good if I can work there after i graduated...
My directors are so cute can die XD
Even a meeting can be so fun! I was laughing so badly during the meeting!
I like everything of my internship... I am sure going to be super sad by the time i have to leave there
Feel like asking to extend my internship...
Doing things that I am interested is really makes me feel blessed. :)
Well, sometimes when lack of some idea is quite torturing me :(
Have to work hard for that.
-Friends-
I am a person that can not live without friends
As in I can't walk alone in the mall, I cannot eat alone outside, I cannot watch movie alone in cinema...
Bla bla bla, overall, I need friends in my life! Not asking for many many, but few and close one is good enough.
Because of internship and cannot stick with course mates everyday. And we did have a gathering during weekend, and is really good to see them all doing great.
We will meet soon in campus... and appreciate each others : )
For gang, hangout last weekend to celebrate friend's belated birthday and was in CLUB!
Only a word to describe -AWESOME-
Should do this more often ;D
-Family-
Again, because of Internship and I cannot go back hometown that often like how I did during school days.
This is the 3rd or 4th week that I didn't go back already. But luckily dad bought an iPad so I still can see them : )
And this gadget makes my parents so cute. My mum doesn't even know to play disc in DVD player and now she can FaceTime with me by her own.
For my dad, OMG, he is just another gadget freak... hahaha
Requested a vehicle from parents...
And after I requested that I really felt I'm a bad kid that never think on the behalf of them.
In fact, I need a car so badly to travel to office and home... since my driver friend is not any more longer living in the same area with me... :( He has to back to hometown to take care his family business...
Sorry Ba, Sorry Ma! Sorry for everything. :'(
Emo about pointless stuff, Emo about random stuff... I shouldn't ever think about that anymore.
Is not helping in my life... Since u just want to be happy... Within my ability I will let u be happy :)
Forgot all those negative things and working in office makes me feel better.
At least I won't feel lifeless...
-Internship-
Anyway, my internship is doing great so far and I kinda like this job
Colleagues and bosses treat me like one of their family
They worried me for the transportation hustle, worried about am I have enough money to use
And at the first day of June, Gwen, the director handed me a cheque and asked 'know how to bank in?'
How good if I can work there after i graduated...
My directors are so cute can die XD
Even a meeting can be so fun! I was laughing so badly during the meeting!
I like everything of my internship... I am sure going to be super sad by the time i have to leave there
Feel like asking to extend my internship...
Doing things that I am interested is really makes me feel blessed. :)
Well, sometimes when lack of some idea is quite torturing me :(
Have to work hard for that.
-Friends-
I am a person that can not live without friends
As in I can't walk alone in the mall, I cannot eat alone outside, I cannot watch movie alone in cinema...
Bla bla bla, overall, I need friends in my life! Not asking for many many, but few and close one is good enough.
Because of internship and cannot stick with course mates everyday. And we did have a gathering during weekend, and is really good to see them all doing great.
We will meet soon in campus... and appreciate each others : )
For gang, hangout last weekend to celebrate friend's belated birthday and was in CLUB!
Only a word to describe -AWESOME-
Should do this more often ;D
-Family-
Again, because of Internship and I cannot go back hometown that often like how I did during school days.
This is the 3rd or 4th week that I didn't go back already. But luckily dad bought an iPad so I still can see them : )
And this gadget makes my parents so cute. My mum doesn't even know to play disc in DVD player and now she can FaceTime with me by her own.
For my dad, OMG, he is just another gadget freak... hahaha
Requested a vehicle from parents...
And after I requested that I really felt I'm a bad kid that never think on the behalf of them.
In fact, I need a car so badly to travel to office and home... since my driver friend is not any more longer living in the same area with me... :( He has to back to hometown to take care his family business...
Sorry Ba, Sorry Ma! Sorry for everything. :'(
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Sunday, March 18, 2012
that's it
i dont want to talk about that anymore
every time i only received that so called what so ever face expression
i am done with that
that's it!
not in the mood for this whole week...
assignments! i gonna effing kill u!!!
Saturday, March 17, 2012
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