can't wait to go

i have calm down! few more days then is the day.

i wait this till my neck long like hell

can't wait to go ar~ everything so far so good

hope everything work what i plan

can't wait to enjoy beach sun, wind, sand and of course sun rise!!

many thing to do with them

celebrate el's birthday, sun rise, bbq? and beach volleyball (hopefully la)

oh no! i listing too much things.

can't wait, can't wait ar....

changing

whole world is changing, last time it was peaceful and no war in my memory

till 9-11 happened. countrys and country compete to make nuclear boom. wars' news now is usual for us, and we never go pay attention on these kind of news. is too politic. maybe still young for us to have interest in politic, malaysia's politic also... sigh~

our opinion for something also changing in the process. no positive way but negative way of thinking, including me. in these world, for now, moral values for me is useless, treating other nice is treating you cruel. we heard this dialog thousand times in hong kong series drama. but the truth is there is no way to make me have positive way mind on you. before have an action, i have to think for my own good, make sure there is no harm for me. in nows society, i have to protect myself. 

p/s: this blog doesn't mean i am in anger mood. just wanna blog

making it true

i solving the problem, thanks to my good friend

he made the plan can keep on going

and please la, don't make problem again.

i search alot of information for this

i search the map, i msn friend to get hotel information, i check the hotel room rate

i did all these is really want to make sure the plan really can go through

i only need someone can make this done,

not somebody that only stop and destory my dream

this is my dream, i will do my best to protect it

f word

just finish school, my mood in school is the lowest of the day

exam, sitting there, can not talk to friend, made me more worst

when econ paper finish then i tell the only friend i can trust in school

maybe he can feel it dy, he better feel my anger

and someone making my day bad and worst

hate to heard the voice of them, hate them getting back

can they be quiet, is annoying me la, showing off, making noises

especially the male, shut up la!

u think u r genius, is it? 

F**K!!!

damn u

i want smash something to shout out my anger

when i received that msg, i really feel no more use la, useless dy

i am so disappointed with you

fine, i won't call you for any our gang big function

u can go with them but not with us

fine , finE, fiNE, fINE, FINE!!!!! don't speak with me!!!!!!

JBK, go to hell

i pray to god

i pray to GOD and hopefully we really can make it there

but now problems are coming out. please la, don't spoilt the plan

i counting down everyday, after econ, then business then all exam subject will finish

then el's birthday, then is the DAY!

please la, i pray to GOD. we are almost there already. just a little bit only!

amazing days with amazing friends

yesterday, mooncake festival eve

i always celebrate this festival with those 'crazy persons' XD

with crazy person only the party will crazy

bought everything can eat from The Store. some more is The Store almost wanna close.

rushing rushing... nice one! 

snacks, champagne and soft drinks

and the place we know very well, yih tyng's park

and for sure the part can not miss is light on the tanglung and candle

and we realize that candle for now days is can not tahan one. very quickly finish. 

when eveything is done, then the party start. 

chit-chating, bluffing, taking awesome photos, and edit photos.

shouting in the park and the neighbour shout to us. XD  ky was scared.

countdown with champagne and play till i really exhausted

and finally back at 2am something.

the park has a lot of our memories.

really a very very nice day with them.

the day before yesterday, school gang went to ji pi's house

a lot of food and a lot of thing to play

ji pi's mum *sour spicy soup really very nice

and my favourite, mahjong! 

take a walk with friends, to the another park i never been there

spray each other with the party sprayer

boys play firecracker and almost hurt themselves. stupid one~

and i finally sing song with friends, before this i never sing in front my friends

and play till ji pi parents wanna sleep only we leave

about 1.30 am when we leaving

this year mooncake festival i really very happy

and today the main day, 15th of August in Lunar calender, i stay at home with family!

and i really hope our plan can be true! i waiting for that

fool

tennis, a outdoor game, is depends on the weather

when Mr.God 'beh shuang' then we have no chance to play

but these few days, the weather is super good. 

but... no one play tennis with me.

don't fool with me again la!

this weather drive my friend mad! 

10km and 10 km back with nothing!

can not tahan

i immerge myself in all account exercises just now

and something keep annoying me, and made me can't tahan anymore

i don't know why everything also can calculate by that people,  include relationship!

i always complain that the world is unfair, 

of course i know there is more people unlucky than me

but how come the people can self-fish like that

in people's mind only benefit for the people own, nothing else

i am scared to live with these kind of people

is the people business, why i go to care about the people!

that is the way how the people live

is none of my business! i am so 3 8.

383838!...

beware

when there is more than one people, then there is where the gossip come from

people's blog made me realize something

i can found out many thing that happened on that people 

in people's blog, i really have to beware

and keep a distance with risky people

gossip! what a powerful word that make people mad

everyone love to listen to gossip and talk about gossip

but i think there is a people doing something not so good

i think my people have the right to know this

i not think that i spreading gossip

people's relationship are complicated

can drive me mad

not only i have to beware but people has to know the sequent after this

will only make people's realtionship more bad and no way to rescue

querimony and today's sun

everyday is the same routine

go to school, put down the bag and go out ready for national anthem

then get back to class, open the book and put the head down

and study and do all the question that the answer not in my brain

is suck la~ next week, TRIAL! 

75days to go for STPM

i need something new and can attract my vision

today, on the way back to home, the sun is hot when noon

and this made me flash back my NS memories

whole gang waiting in marching field waiting for coach and start complain about the sun

and marching under the hot sun, we still march our best to be the best marching team

the feel is same with today sun, i so miss my NS friends

that's all la, need to put my head down to those book

they are waiting for me~  T__T

recently photos...

i love to made handcraft

i promised ys that i will made a 'sunshine doll' *晴天娃娃 for her

and i just finish... here is the result
dah da!!

i love to draw, every friends of mine knew that
when there is a paper and pen, i can draw

of course i am not professional, it's just my hobbies~

so these are what did on my account book

this is the bag i said last last post

i am nike lover~ the problem is i am not from rich family

and here is mp3 i wait for 1 month!

as what u look at, it is a mickey head. and it ear can tweak

tweak to adjust volume and tweak to previous and next, cute right!

my neighbour, cute and pretty one

just wanna share her cute looking, my sister teach her this pose