想不到题目

这一刻的心情

真的很低落

为了这件事 伤心了不懂多少次

一直在期待的东西

一次又一次被狠狠地打进谷底

我很累啊

我很辛苦啊

这就是我

我的性格就是

你不踩过我心里那条界线你完全是没问题的

可是

当我认识了你的另一面

然后你的那一面是我不能接受的

不好意思

我跟你就点到为止

真的

只要给我认清楚了看清楚了

对不起咯

我的大脑会控制我不去跟你交流

你会觉得莫名其妙

你会觉得我很虚伪

你会觉得我双面人

可是我管你！

我既然不想理你

我管你怎样想！

如果你是对的

我不可能会不想跟你讲话

当然我是成年人

我不会到完全不跟你讲话

就只是我会变到对你很冷漠

ok，讲完！

就是伤不起

典型狮子座的我

当来到这种关卡就是爱怪自己的星座

爱面子爱到不懂怎样形容

输不起到某种极端的水平

怕说了没办法回头

怕说了后果会难以估计

第23个年头

还是依然没有改变

悲哀

每天

好像已经变了习惯

输入那特定的地址

看着久不久就会更新的部落格

就是想知道发生什么事

大学最后年之可怕性

在开学之前就已经担心毕业习作或俗称Final Year Project a.k.a FYP

学期开始了，就如我说的担心也一起开始

首先，中了一个被我们学校的一个怪咖的老师，也就是我接下来一年的毕业习作监督人

只有4个字形容他 - 哈利波特！

他口操的是英式英文，画工是可怕的一流！

不说他了，欲知详情请直接找我。

接下来，这个学期的作业或俗称assignment也是可怕到不能用言语来形容

如果两天没看到我的请打电话给我妈～

真的忙到出去吃饭就真的只吃饭

好啦，讲完作业的可怕性就聊下别的吧～

这个学期也要开始搜索下个学期的工业实习的公司了

也就是说又要准备我的代表作目录或俗称portfolio

然后寄出去等通知然后面试然后准备做上班族

是有在期待我的工业实习啦～

可是东西永远不如期待的完美

学长学姐都已经告知我们实习的可怕性

算了

不懂对不对

真的很想告诉你

提起勇气

踏出那一步

想试一试

可是输不起

all for CNY

cut my hair last few days ago, shorter this time...

now is just left put on colour ;D

my sister will help me for that... she is my personal dyer! hahaha

finally done all the CNY shopping today

was so worrying that can't get all the things done before the biggest festival of chinese

bought another brand for the shoe! starting to collect different brand that i like. hehe :D

this time is an animal brand shoe! haha was having a hard time to choose, and my friends helped me for giving advises.. XD

accidentally bought extra pants... but never mind, i guess i will wear in one day! hehee

came back home will almost-patah-leg!

but if i can get few more t shirt will be better~

羡慕变习惯

总是很容易就羡慕别人的生活

我已经把‘羡慕别人’当成我的习惯了

朋友都告诉我要知足

我得到了我要的物资可是偶尔... ...

就是会胡思乱想

我不喜欢被拿来讨论

或者说我选择逃避

告诉了我最信任的你

可是每次都是很冷淡的结束

有时我会选择少聊自己

就收在心里

留来改次做纪念或者忘记也算了

还有3个小时就天亮了

晚安啦，地球人~

夜晚

很爱夜晚的我

承认自己是个夜猫子

所以我大概知道我的肝的状况

对不起啦，阿肝~

喜欢夜晚 静静的

不会有其他杂声

我可以很专心的

做我的东西

想一些事情

就在这个还很新鲜的夜晚

我突然想起一件事

想起你好像问过我那问题

可能大脑就是少了这条筋

你好像给了很多暗示

还是我想太多

review of year 2011

2011 is going to be past tense in the coming few hours...

activity has planned. not going to any crowded place because I'm a anti-crowd person.

just don't like to be in the place that people mountain people sea...

will be going to a friend's house have some snacks and chit chatting and drinking wine or beer...

what a life~ life should be like this :]

well 2011~

tried so hard to think any interesting happened in past 12 months.

so, 2011 end of my Uni year 2 life, and coming next is my final year project

the most worrying part is we all have no idea which supervisor we will get...

have been praying so hard for that...

let's think... what i've done?! arghhh

was surprised by friends on my birthday, celebrated with bunch of lovely uni friends and our favourite lecturer in tutorial room and also lecturer office, hahaha... before that, my uni friends almost make me tear in sg wang by surprising me by buying a messenger bag for me... great to have them in my life. :D

friend came back and friend left

went to KLIA airport for twice in 24 hours time. what challenging is all these sending off and picking up happened during my final exam... luckily i didn't screw up my exam.

my best ever friend came back from the kangaroo island with his bachelor certificate. was glad to see him after 1 and the half year. and for the next day, we were sending off another friend to UK to do his Master program. pretty cool~

and went to convocation for my very first time and is my best friend's one.

we did something crazy and she became the attention of the day during her convocation...

we were so genius! hahaha and she is so proud with our creation...

and i think Universiti Malaya convocation is a must go event for at least one... the surrounding of that day was amazingly massive...

went to an amazing sun and beach trip to Lang Tengah, Terengganu. this place is totally awesome, but if the island has more entertainment then will lagi best. the trip was a treat for myself due to too stress in my year 2 semester 2.

hmmm, was thinking how should i end this post

i would like to do something that i wish i complete in the coming year... at least a try~

so now what? wait for the coming end of the world? hahaha

no matter what people

HAPPY NEW YEAR

HUAT ah!

:D

kaixin

31/12/2011 9pm

dream

recently had a lot of weird dreams...

i dreamed about end of the world, that was scary enough

maybe i just watched too much time of Mayday's new song music video

*about end of the world*

and for the another dream...

not just once, i had the same person in my dream many times already

well, the same person like starring the main character inside it

somehow i hope that will come true? i doubt that...

seeing my surrounding, looking back myself... kinda sad

i forgot the story of the first dream that the person appeared, so do the second one...

so i planned to jot down this time

hmmm... if the dream came true

that will another big step to move on