Alone

(Post with HP in sunway) Sitting at sunway pyramid starbucks for an hour more. I start missing my home. I want to go back use computer. I think i got a decease that one day didn't use computer will feeling unwell. I like a losing child here. Looking all the people around me. Somebody please come here and rescue me~

(Post in home) i was alone there for 7hours. i was so scared that i been forgotten. no friend, what a awful day for me. and i swear i won't simply go anywhere. i won't blame anyone because i know is my fault. i started it first. and is the most stupid thing i ever did. i won't let this repeat again.

gunbound

i start play this online since i am form 5, one of my friend ask me to play. it's look cute, so it made me feel interesting on it. before i play this game, i thought it is a complicated online game. it's just a simple game. i play for the level, i proud to said i used 3days to train my GB character till double stone axe. hahaha~

playing this game, a lot of memories flash back inmy brain, i remember the time we play this game, so memorable. actually this is not the hottest game on that time, but my friend said just play for fun la, and then more and more friends in tuition start playing this game again. wow~ my friend made this game hot again, but after a few months, we busy with our spm so all of us forget the login ID and password. and then nobody play this game. and this time, all boys busy with the new online game -Warcraft (Dota). this game made those boys crazy. (till now i still don't know what are they playing in the game, i can't understand the game rules) whatever la, that's a complicated game for me.

maple story and gunbound are more suitable for me. SIMPLE
holidays for 2 weeks, i have nothing to do, i create a new GB people and play for the whole holiday.

he going to die.haha

what a powerful shoot. hohaha

ready to shoot

see my name? keishiinz WINNNNN

what again!

yes, i did it again. i so hate myself with this, how come it always happen on me?
am i really not deserve to have it? i already enough with all these! it's cost alot to me la, how i going to face next time? i really hate myself
I HATE MYSELF

yoho

wahaha, finish exam sure is holiday turn la. yahoo, can't wait to go play and crazy with friends.
2 weeks holiday seem like got a bit short but i will spent it wisely. make everyday full of colours~
wow~ exam really made people stress, 'exam stamina' not enough will properly cause death. this two weeks i stress like hell. if din burst the stress out i really will get sick. play tennis and badminton to make the 'bad thing' in body come out then only i feel 'syok'. haha, no sports i will really mati...

heart feeling

yesterday we were out for gathering. but someone made me feel he was strange to me. i start dislike him again. not the first time he did like that. his pattern always like that. always coz of a little matter and then show balck face. my friend didn't did any wrong to him, but i know he is not so happy when my friend was there. my friend also got his own attitude, i prefer my friend attitude. his pattern made me hate him deeper. if i didn't ask him to out then he will feel enmity towards us. and his attitude made me feel revolt to him. i don't know how to decribe his pattern, he just always put his not caring face on his face. asking him to do something he will very give me a 'guai lin' face (*sorry i have to use this rude word to decribe his pattern). even though got any event he always forget to ask us too, he only will join us when there is a benefit for him. and we going to plan a trip, he sure giving a lot of reason to reject us but he always got another plan with his friends. i told one of my friend about this, but my friend can't give any comment about this coz he can't feel the GL situation. last time i was thinking that maybe now he is richer than his last time so make he changing. maybe really this is very sensetive for me. i hate this most! suddenly i don't want to talk with him anymore. i think in the future days i will talk less to him to avoid more sensetive feeling appear in my heart. friends' problem made me the worriest, i don't know what i worry for but really made me very very worry. later i still wanna go meet him, i don't know ar~

who should i say to

this week, whole week in exam. stress, when i after done my paper and my mind start appear something, i want to say it out, but who i should to talk to, sometime the person is not suitable to tell, when i say this out maybe will make happen something not so happy. i think just keep it as a secret. or maybe after a while the unhappy will gone. hopefully la~
maybe the future day i can solve the problem with people helps~

i am sorry to say that my blog will not have any new post in these couple weeks. coz busy with s*** mid year exam. pai seh~

untitled

can't set a title for this post coz i just wanna updated my blog. nothing special in these few days, as usual, i still alive!

what i did in this few days:

• i created one blog for my friend, she loves it!
• i played tennis with two more tennis kaki last weekends, great, great!
• SMKM 2008 interact t shirt start selling, so far so good. *i designed it.
• mid-year exam is coming, i worry but i have no mood to hold a book and put my head down to read la~ suffer!
• we all start discussing the trip to kl on 5th june, we know it's far to discuss about it. but we all very excited about the trip *we all acting like a primary student *like first time go kl, haha XD
• i waiting for that day. i have to start thinking what snack i should bring, no need to worry bag weight coz i found someone to bring my bag , wuhaha. i will bring as many as i can.

BORING, WANT TO GO OUT LA~