吉他

我喜欢弹吉他

以前会觉得弹吉他很酷

虽然现在觉得弹吉他还是一样酷

我不爱唱歌 我有自知之明

不好听的声音就不要吓人

可是我会哼歌 一边弹一边哼

我也不是那种你能够对我点歌的人

我弹的歌可能大部分你们都没在听

我很喜欢手指头跟吉他弦的摩擦

然后起茧 

起茧后会觉得很有成就感

如果久没弹茧就会脱掉

可是手指头已经是被磨平了

没有在发什么音乐家的梦的啦

纯粹玩爽

可是我会希望有一天能够在你面前弹一首「霖」死你的歌

一个人

从头到尾就只是一个人

是我已经习惯性地一个人还是真的命运就是这样

感觉上好像可以摆脱这所谓的一个人生活

可是自己却告诉自己一个人生活没有不好啊

一个人好吗？

就这样一个人好吗？

继续的一个人吗？

Random mood post

I don't know why am I missing you so much recently.

I'm kinda worrying about you sometimes. I know you are good enough to take care yourself. 

You always came unexpectedly and off yourself like you really have a switch for it. 

I also know this is forbidden and I shouldn't have such feeling on you. 

But I just couldn't help it. I'm trying my best to not to step deeper. 

I really miss talking with you. Can we just do the talking. Can we? 

Flash Mob like Step Up Revolution!

I must write this down, I mean I need to blog this
I got a Flash Mob job last month. And I have to DANCE! 
To promote an English radio station contest... 
Firstly, of course is the payment attracted me to do this job. 

Yesterday, was the last day of the flash mob. 
I never have so much fun with these people. They are crazy and so hyperactive! 
Event bosses are damn good person! Videographer and photographer lagi siao! hahaha 

Ya, back to yesterday, we had a party in Sunway Giza and all the beer and drinks were free flow! 
We danced like no tomorrow in the pub! Wearing all red and dancing, we did catch a lot of attention
 from the passerby. 
No, should say like this, we always create attention when we gathered around. 

And for the very first time, I danced till my leg cramped and everyone helped me beside of the stage! 
Yesterday was really really happening! I gotta miss them all so much! 
I am so proud to say that I was a flash mobber and danced in the public! 
And... I went for the second round at Stage KL. Again, danced like no tomorrow. So effing tired till
I really can't feel my leg. 

I woke up this morning and ohmaigawd my leg! 
I am off for my vacation in few more hours but I haven't get my stuff packed yet! 


Hell yeah, beach and sun I am coming to you!!! 

I can't go back to my hometown for Autumn Mid Festival this year. :( 

第三章 | 结局

其实咧
猜都猜到了
哪里可能会是我我

不过也好
算是解决了
不会再去想了

听到的那瞬间
还是会不舒服
可是隔天后，感觉不过如此

我想就这样吧~

第二章

看到你的部落格更新了
可是又再一次觉得你部落格的他不是我
感情这东西我真的玩不起
你一次一次给了好像答案的答案
然后又一次一次让我感觉我好像被玩弄

你捉着我的手讲了一句
一句让我想了很久的一句
可能对你不是什么东西的一句
可是那一句可以让我想爆头耶！
我真的会乱想很多可能性

算了啦，这全部只是在证明感情这种东西不是设计给我的


跟自己最好的死党北上完了3天3夜
大脑是完全地放松完了3天3夜
玩地很不想回家的那种

实习也差不多七七八八了
回学校的日子也差不多了
也应该收拾心情应付大学生涯里最后一个学期

什么垃圾全部给我死一边去

第一章

可能你不知道

我一直在等着你部落格的更新

我也知道你部落格提到的人不会是我

×突然间眼睛很累× 

你邀我出去我永远不会拒绝

我尽我最大的可能赴约

那天我做了件我难以置信的事情

对我来说是一步很大的一步

可能对你来说只不过小事情

以前的你很爱做弄我

虽然现在的你也是

我喜欢你戳我，弄我，打我，捏我，撞我，拉我衣服，玩我外套

朋友都说你在玩弄我而已

可是... 我... 就是喜欢让你弄

给自己的承诺

答应自己

在未来的五年一定要实现那个梦想

不管是自己一个人还是找个拍档

埋头苦干个3到4年

然后辞工

然后定张机票去一个地方

去个1到2个月才回来

可能在读着这篇鬼东西的你会想‘还有酱久讲什么嘛可以’

可是
人没有梦想，那就跟咸鱼没有分别

哪怕是10年还是20年

只要没有世界末日，我要做的东西多的是！

现实太恐怖了，

我还是回去我的梦想先。 

07072012 Rainy

Well I guess is time to do some update in this little space.
Even though here has been abandoned for quite a long time and ya, even though no one is visiting this dusty place I still going to update it. A only space that I can say whatever I want, my story and what's happening around me.

Basically, is almost half way of internship already. And I was told by Art Director that, next Monday there will be an intern coming in. I was like Ohhh, intern... A writer intern, guess is a Banana again. Ya, English English English.... Have been talking English for more than 6 weeks already... Yea, and I like it. :D
So far internship is good, and I appreciate everything of the work. What surprised me was, Art Director actually asked me for being a freelance designer after I finished internship. YAY, THEY WANT ME!! *still happy even though is just freelance because this mean they think I am good in working with them. :)

And there is one thing I hate about the internship is the REPORT! Damn it. I was like didn't send my report to my supervisor since I started my internship, I owed her 3 or 4 bi-weekly report. Gosh, still have to rush for it later after I finished blogging.

And quite a lot of things happened around me and a friend. Not going to talk much about this friend. Let's make it mysterious. Another friend was so curious why am I so friend with this friend. And I answered him with ermmm.... eh.... ah.... ya, we took bus together during year 1, that's why we are so friend. *ya, I know, ridiculous answer. But anyway, had some great moment with the mysterious friend. :)

Ya, is boring Friday night for me again, ever since I started my internship, I never NEVER NEVER go out to have they so-called FRIDAY NIGHT! Why other can have it so simple but not for me? Seriously, I really can't get over with this. Ya, and is happened again today! Well, not going to talk much about this also. I can't expect so much also. Less expectation always makes my life better.

Ok, done with the talking, back to those bloody report now~

7June12 Sunny

As I mentioned before, it is really fun working in my internship company... 

I can even feel like not going back home so early or even don't want weekend come so fast.

Everyone wants Friday but is really mean nothing to me... 

I know how precious of other workers think of Friday night.

When I can't go back hometown to see my family, and friends have their own plan without me, all these will making me emo when I am alone in the room. I damn hating this!! 

That's why I feel better when I have something to do in the office, at least I won't feel so lifeless. 

You might think I am too over or what, but really, I felt so much better in the office. Doing the task and work that I liked. 

Always like this, the routine will never change. 

I can't speak anything about this, can please not to do the thing that I have warned! 

And I need respond when I am talking. I was sitting there, respect please! 

KaiXin