07072012 Rainy

Well I guess is time to do some update in this little space.
Even though here has been abandoned for quite a long time and ya, even though no one is visiting this dusty place I still going to update it. A only space that I can say whatever I want, my story and what's happening around me.

Basically, is almost half way of internship already. And I was told by Art Director that, next Monday there will be an intern coming in. I was like Ohhh, intern... A writer intern, guess is a Banana again. Ya, English English English.... Have been talking English for more than 6 weeks already... Yea, and I like it. :D
So far internship is good, and I appreciate everything of the work. What surprised me was, Art Director actually asked me for being a freelance designer after I finished internship. YAY, THEY WANT ME!! *still happy even though is just freelance because this mean they think I am good in working with them. :)

And there is one thing I hate about the internship is the REPORT! Damn it. I was like didn't send my report to my supervisor since I started my internship, I owed her 3 or 4 bi-weekly report. Gosh, still have to rush for it later after I finished blogging.

And quite a lot of things happened around me and a friend. Not going to talk much about this friend. Let's make it mysterious. Another friend was so curious why am I so friend with this friend. And I answered him with ermmm.... eh.... ah.... ya, we took bus together during year 1, that's why we are so friend. *ya, I know, ridiculous answer. But anyway, had some great moment with the mysterious friend. :)

Ya, is boring Friday night for me again, ever since I started my internship, I never NEVER NEVER go out to have they so-called FRIDAY NIGHT! Why other can have it so simple but not for me? Seriously, I really can't get over with this. Ya, and is happened again today! Well, not going to talk much about this also. I can't expect so much also. Less expectation always makes my life better.

Ok, done with the talking, back to those bloody report now~

7June12 Sunny

As I mentioned before, it is really fun working in my internship company... 

I can even feel like not going back home so early or even don't want weekend come so fast.

Everyone wants Friday but is really mean nothing to me... 

I know how precious of other workers think of Friday night.

When I can't go back hometown to see my family, and friends have their own plan without me, all these will making me emo when I am alone in the room. I damn hating this!! 

That's why I feel better when I have something to do in the office, at least I won't feel so lifeless. 

You might think I am too over or what, but really, I felt so much better in the office. Doing the task and work that I liked. 

Always like this, the routine will never change. 

I can't speak anything about this, can please not to do the thing that I have warned! 

And I need respond when I am talking. I was sitting there, respect please! 

KaiXin 

Recently

Have been emo for the entire week
Emo about pointless stuff, Emo about random stuff... I shouldn't ever think about that anymore.
Is not helping in my life... Since u just want to be happy... Within my ability I will let u be happy :)
Forgot all those negative things and working in office makes me feel better.
At least I won't feel lifeless...

-Internship-
Anyway, my internship is doing great so far and I kinda like this job
Colleagues and bosses treat me like one of their family
They worried me for the transportation hustle, worried about am I have enough money to use
And at the first day of June, Gwen, the director handed me a cheque and asked 'know how to bank in?'
How good if I can work there after i graduated...

My directors are so cute can die XD
Even a meeting can be so fun! I was laughing so badly during the meeting!
I like everything of my internship... I am sure going to be super sad by the time i have to leave there
Feel like asking to extend my internship...
Doing things that I am interested is really makes me feel blessed. :)
Well, sometimes when lack of some idea is quite torturing me :(
Have to work hard for that.

-Friends-
I am a person that can not live without friends
As in I can't walk alone in the mall, I cannot eat alone outside, I cannot watch movie alone in cinema...
Bla bla bla, overall, I need friends in my life! Not asking for many many, but few and close one is good enough.
Because of internship and cannot stick with course mates everyday. And we did have a gathering during weekend, and is really good to see them all doing great.
We will meet soon in campus... and appreciate each others : )

For gang, hangout last weekend to celebrate friend's belated birthday and was in CLUB!
Only a word to describe -AWESOME-
Should do this more often ;D

-Family-
Again, because of Internship and I cannot go back hometown that often like how I did during school days.
This is the 3rd or 4th week that I didn't go back already. But luckily dad bought an iPad so I still can see them : )
And this gadget makes my parents so cute. My mum doesn't even know to play disc in DVD player and now she can FaceTime with me by her own.
For my dad, OMG, he is just another gadget freak... hahaha

Requested a vehicle from parents...
And after I requested that I really felt I'm a bad kid that never think on the behalf of them.
In fact, I need a car so badly to travel to office and home... since my driver friend is not any more longer living in the same area with me... :( He has to back to hometown to take care his family business...
Sorry Ba, Sorry Ma! Sorry for everything. :'(

转死性

这样的感觉真的不好受

整个人失去重心，不能够专心

很久没有试过这样了

我承认了

这门东西真的不是我玩的

能怎样

往往在夜深的时候

就会有特别多的感触

今天被一位朋友

很突然地问了一句问题

顿时真的不懂如何回答

不过真的需要正视一下了

看到很多迹象

看来我之前想多了

that's it

i dont want to talk about that anymore

every time i only received that so called what so ever face expression

i am done with that

that's it!

not in the mood for this whole week...

assignments! i gonna effing kill u!!!

那感觉又来了

怎么感觉上我都在原地踏步

其他人都在改变，变得跟好

讲完了

害怕

请不要让一个刚刚介入你生活的人

来打乱我们以前一伙人的作息

就因为太了解

就因为太懂你

再跟你谈天的时候

你的眼神和举止

我真的看得透的

不是我要有偏见

可是当下看到你的眼神和举止

你没有那以前的兴奋

我大概懂发生什么事

那一刹那

感觉到了

我失望了

我害怕的事情

请不要让它发生

我是个把友情看的很重很重真的很重的一个人

星座关系吧～

心力交瘁

当你告诉我那个他时

我还不以为然是他

只是觉得很像

怎知道真的是他

看了看他的脸书

看着的当下心情真的很复杂

真的很复杂

这么会是他？

而且还是影响你那么深的一个他

我该怎样好

在你还没告诉我他是谁之前

我就以前套了一个隐形的‘不知道什么的形容词’ 在他身上

我很难不去不懂这个人

因为他的一切，走在学校，就是一个很鲜艳的物体

对不起啊朋友

我需要一点时间

真的很需要

太奇怪了啦！！！

病到五颜六色

真的很讨厌不在自己家的时候生病

吃了药过后

睡醒头重脚软

自己买药自己医自己

整个礼拜都没睡好

天天熬夜熬到3-4点

为作业牺牲了自己的肝

熬到肝火盛

一触即发

发病了～