Summary of the last half year of 2013

2013都快过了一半
星期日 | 在家 | 没事干 |
于是便随手开了一个folder来看

看着今年发生在我身上的一切
2013 这一年

事件1 （一月）
第一次坐飞机
目的地：东方之珠-香港
目的：表面上是和大学朋友的 ‘毕业旅行’
实际上和主要目的是 [食] & [买嘢]
就去了大部分应该要去的地方 （嗨呀，旅客嘛～）

事件2 （二月）
在新加坡找到工
（这个月份也算玩得我惨，从香港直落新加坡签工作证，等批，赶飞机回家过年，过完年，离乡背井去打工）
就那个时候开始了我上班族的生活
刚开始都不是人干的活
不过也算了，总算也捱过了
哪里有一份工是‘新腩’的啦
刚毕业，捱一捱吧

上个月，试用期也过了
继续捱吧

事件3 （三月）
老娘毕业了
读了将近20年书
从4岁托儿所读到大学23岁
24岁出席毕业典礼
没有很高的荣誉，可是也可以给家里一个交代
一班死党驾了几个小时的车出席了我的毕业典礼
当天好有面子 呵呵呵

事件4 （五月）
出国公干
去了谁都不会想到的国家-伊斯坦堡
去了差不多有两个礼拜
住，吃，用，玩 的都是公司付，而且都是高级的不得了的东西
住了两件5星级的酒店
还去了世界7大古代奇观之一-Ephesus （一些古希腊的东西）

事件5 （六月）
食物中毒
真的他妈的的
这应该是我活酱大以来第一次酱无助
是痛到可以要了我的命
搞到要飞回家去医院看专科
第一次照镜子被自己的脸青青的样子吓到

上半年报告完毕

location

was born in Imbi, Kuala Lumpur | 1989
grow up in Mentakab, Pahang | 1989
studied 3 years degree in Section 17, Petaling Jaya | 2010
gonna start working in Emerald Hill, Singapore | 2013

where I gonna live in there?
will update soon once I settle everything.

8 January 'Sunny' Midnight

I was preparing my resume and portfolio these few days..
But it took me like almost a week time already..
This is getting serious man!

Friend has got his job in the neighborhood country.
Officially started his work yesterday.
I am praying so hard to get job offer from there also. I must make it!!

Headache how to organize my portfolio nicely, how to make my resume 'interesting'.
2 more pages for the portfolio to go! HUAT AH!

we r good now.

some conflict happened on end of the last year..
during all the happening festival seasons where everyone is cheering and celebrating with joy and fun
i was handling few unhappy thingy..

i thought you and i will never going to be that 'good' anymore like previous time
but really, time helps..
calming down, soak cold river and we talked.

and glad that we have talked.
we both just know the right way to solve it.

now everything is clear. :)

吉他

我喜欢弹吉他

以前会觉得弹吉他很酷

虽然现在觉得弹吉他还是一样酷

我不爱唱歌 我有自知之明

不好听的声音就不要吓人

可是我会哼歌 一边弹一边哼

我也不是那种你能够对我点歌的人

我弹的歌可能大部分你们都没在听

我很喜欢手指头跟吉他弦的摩擦

然后起茧 

起茧后会觉得很有成就感

如果久没弹茧就会脱掉

可是手指头已经是被磨平了

没有在发什么音乐家的梦的啦

纯粹玩爽

可是我会希望有一天能够在你面前弹一首「霖」死你的歌

一个人

从头到尾就只是一个人

是我已经习惯性地一个人还是真的命运就是这样

感觉上好像可以摆脱这所谓的一个人生活

可是自己却告诉自己一个人生活没有不好啊

一个人好吗？

就这样一个人好吗？

继续的一个人吗？

Random mood post

I don't know why am I missing you so much recently.

I'm kinda worrying about you sometimes. I know you are good enough to take care yourself. 

You always came unexpectedly and off yourself like you really have a switch for it. 

I also know this is forbidden and I shouldn't have such feeling on you. 

But I just couldn't help it. I'm trying my best to not to step deeper. 

I really miss talking with you. Can we just do the talking. Can we? 

Flash Mob like Step Up Revolution!

I must write this down, I mean I need to blog this
I got a Flash Mob job last month. And I have to DANCE! 
To promote an English radio station contest... 
Firstly, of course is the payment attracted me to do this job. 

Yesterday, was the last day of the flash mob. 
I never have so much fun with these people. They are crazy and so hyperactive! 
Event bosses are damn good person! Videographer and photographer lagi siao! hahaha 

Ya, back to yesterday, we had a party in Sunway Giza and all the beer and drinks were free flow! 
We danced like no tomorrow in the pub! Wearing all red and dancing, we did catch a lot of attention
 from the passerby. 
No, should say like this, we always create attention when we gathered around. 

And for the very first time, I danced till my leg cramped and everyone helped me beside of the stage! 
Yesterday was really really happening! I gotta miss them all so much! 
I am so proud to say that I was a flash mobber and danced in the public! 
And... I went for the second round at Stage KL. Again, danced like no tomorrow. So effing tired till
I really can't feel my leg. 

I woke up this morning and ohmaigawd my leg! 
I am off for my vacation in few more hours but I haven't get my stuff packed yet! 


Hell yeah, beach and sun I am coming to you!!! 

I can't go back to my hometown for Autumn Mid Festival this year. :( 

第三章 | 结局

其实咧
猜都猜到了
哪里可能会是我我

不过也好
算是解决了
不会再去想了

听到的那瞬间
还是会不舒服
可是隔天后，感觉不过如此

我想就这样吧~

第二章

看到你的部落格更新了
可是又再一次觉得你部落格的他不是我
感情这东西我真的玩不起
你一次一次给了好像答案的答案
然后又一次一次让我感觉我好像被玩弄

你捉着我的手讲了一句
一句让我想了很久的一句
可能对你不是什么东西的一句
可是那一句可以让我想爆头耶！
我真的会乱想很多可能性

算了啦，这全部只是在证明感情这种东西不是设计给我的


跟自己最好的死党北上完了3天3夜
大脑是完全地放松完了3天3夜
玩地很不想回家的那种

实习也差不多七七八八了
回学校的日子也差不多了
也应该收拾心情应付大学生涯里最后一个学期

什么垃圾全部给我死一边去