this has been annoyed me for quite a long times
and until now i still can't figure which way
forgive me if i have chosen the way that unacceptable
forgive me if this will cause u problem or embarrassed u
what if i am?
how's my life going to be?
what if this is just a temporary emotional period?
am i thinking too much for this?
or i should just continue my life like this... kinda boring honestly.